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Linwood

by Carmel Liburdi

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1.
Linwood 02:27
Am I a liquor store parking lot? A dimly lit coffee shop? Or just a girl who cries a lot? A short and stout tea pot Not easy to tip over, but I'm easy to pour out If you bring me to a boil one day I might even shout Am I a lost boy in Neverland? A Wendy or a Peter Pan? And iron fist, a gloveless hand? A chipping teflon frying pan I still get the job done, you know you need a new one But somehow it's easier to keep on using me New things, they're not free You think I'm a library, but I'm more of a record store You saw me at the winery, but I prefer the dive bar I seem like a tie-dye shirt I guess that there's some truth in that Sometimes I'm a dungeon goblin Sometimes I'm a party hat But I'll never be sorry For the expectations I can't meet Because I shed the patterns I don't need You have your thoughts, but I don't agree I'll never be sorry For the expectations I can't meet Because I shed the patterns I don't need You have your thoughts, but I don't agree
2.
The World 03:00
There's a trash can warming two men's hands There's a bird—no, it's a plastic bag You're on my brain What makes a vowel say its name? You will use me up and I would let you So I gotta toughen up but what can I do? Oh, your body is a Bentley Oh, please let me down gently I still love you evidently I don't wanna live when you're gone I don't wanna stay out if you're home I just wanna live in my own world While the fire cracks and curls If I'm the oyster you're the pearl The Earth turns, the world burns There's a woman stitching stars somewhere Into curtains, in her graying hair It's on my mind Who can withstand the test of time? It'll use you up, you can't let it No you gotta toughen up, or you'll regret it Always tired, never sleeping Always sowing, never reaping While the willow's softly weeping The Earth turns, the world burns I don't know who I think I am Neither a woman, nor a man Who is God and what's their plan? Do you know? Cause I don't I'm always tired, never sleeping You're always sewing, never reaping I don't wanna live when you're gone I don't wanna stay out if you're home I just wanna live in my own world While the fire cracks and curls The Earth turns
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4.
Miley 03:15
I wanna put my body Next to your body I wanna get every version of me and you together And have a party Words are easy to forget But certain truths can make you sweat Trust in me I saw Miley at a party She said being queen is lonely And the world will fold you like a shirt So watch your back or you'll get hurt But I already do I am not afraid of you I wanna put my body Next to your body I wanna get every version of me and you together and Have a party Words are easy to forget But certain truths can make you sweat Trust in me There's no such thing as free advice Someone always pays the price You measure once and cut me twice But I won't be the sacrifice Oh, I feel a weight is lifted How my perspective shifted It's not so scary is it? I saw Miley at a party She said being queen is lonely And the world will fold you like a shirt Watch your back or you'll get hurt But I already do I am not afraid of you I am not afraid of you
5.
The Balance 02:27
I miss the innocence of giving you too many tries Talking on the phone for hours at a time Sitting on the curb of way too busy streets Gotta be quiet cause your roommates are asleep You were gone, I left a message at the beep I'm just so sweet I don't recognize where I am Learning how to take a proper stand Making changes if proving quite a challenge Only got the rope to hang in the balance I miss the way I used to hang on every word I'd lay in bed and pretend I was a bird Miss the way I used to be a fool Call my mom to pick me up from school Don't like the rules I don't recognize where I am Learning how to take a proper stand Making changes if proving quite a challenge Only got the rope to hang in the balance I stay at home when there's a world outside I telephone and say "I've been alright" I hold my breath cause I'm afraid to cry At least I try I don't recognize where I am Learning how to take a proper stand Making changes if proving quite a challenge Only got the rope to hang in the balance
6.
I wanna be the type of person someone wants And not just physically I wanna be a perfect friend And perfectly balanced mentally I wanna be a great success I don't even have to be the best I just wanna be independent and never greedy I wanna be hilarious But still taken seriously Whenever it happens to be appropriate I wanna kick some ass and take some names But I know I'd feel too ashamed if I hurt anybody else in the process I wanna be the type of person who talks less I wanna be the sort who takes their time replying When asked a question I don't wanna be in debt And I don't wanna feel regret I wanna be the lion and the tamer I'm a marshmallow but I wanna be the bonfire too I wanna be the type of person who always knows what to do I wanna give generously and need nothing in return I wanna diagnose my ailments and maybe even invent the cure I wanna eat a sleeve of Oreos and stay perfectly in shape Hey, that reminds me I don't wanna care about my weight I with I didn't feel the need to impress the ones I love I wish I knew deep down inside that I was enough I'm learning how to be the type of person who sees myself For all the strange complexity I am Cause if I ever need someone to bring me back When I'm losing it I know I'm just the type of person who'd understand
7.
I didn't mean what I said When I said that I dread Being around you like the dead I actually like the dead Like the dead Like the dead There's something unnatural about you Unnatural about you But it's alright, I like unnatural guys and girls And anyone who says they'll love me I didn't mean what I said When I said that I dread Being around you like the dead I actually like the dead Like the dead Like the dead There's something unnatural about you Unnatural about you But I don't mind if you're empty inside Cause honestly sometimes so am I I didn't mean what I said When I told you that I dread Being around you like the dead I actually—
8.
Old Moon 03:43
Oh, does your hunger ever cease? I think you've got the mark of the feast Well I'm the appetizer at least Hey, I don't know what you're gonna do But I know I can't stay here Keep consulting my oracles and the answer's still unclear Cause I don't know what's worse If I keep on trying Or if I live my life lying Living in a day dream with no sense of time I never wanted to be what you made me And I never wanted to leave, til I had to I'm running out of ways to say the things I wanna say Cliche, cliche, a-splee blase It doesn't matter anyway You're sitting til the day becomes the night And then you're wondering why You didn't try harder to be mine when I was yours And who is the fly to the spider anyhow? Hey, I don't know what you're gonna do But I know I can't stay here Keep consulting my oracles and the answer's still unclear Cause I don't know what's worse If I keep on trying Or if I live my life lying Living in a day dream with no sense of time It must be nice to know You're so hard to let go You stick like the skin to the cartilage I sing in your tree like a partridge A constant reminder of what you did or didn't do Didn't you say you're sorry? I know you did Hey, I never wanted to be what I became And I never wanted to leave, til I had to I'm running out of ways to say the things I wanna say It doesn't matter anyway
9.
I Get Scared 03:22
Well I'm not very good at brainwashing But I'm great at washing dishes I'm slow to do the laundry And the funny thing about it is Before I wash my sweater I take my heart off of the sleeve I know that says something about me But I'm not quite sure what it means I'm not purely good It doesn't make me bad I'm not holding back I hope you understand Because my eyes will tell you things My heart won't tell you through my lips So I get scared and turn away because of it I'm holding out for magic And you're holding out for matches Tell me which one is more tragic: The cynic or the romantic? You brought a gun, I brought a knife It isn't fair for us to fight You know I'm right I'm not purely good It doesn't make me bad I'm not holding back I hope you understand Because my eyes will tell you things My heart won't tell you through my lips So I get scared and turn away because of it You brought a gun, I brought a knife It isn't fair for us to fight You know I'm right I'm not purely good It doesn't make me bad I'm not holding back I hope you understand Because my eyes will tell you things My heart won't tell you through my lips So I get scared and turn away Oh, you got scared, you turned away We both got scared, we turned away Now look at this
10.
Take 3 02:49
It's sorta strange To know that you've changed But everyone treats you mostly the same When inside your brain You know the terrain is so different now It's hard to explain how a rock's just a grain To a mountain who feels a tsunami of pain Just take all the shame And swallow it deep down inside of you Oh just take, take, take Turn around, give it all away Never mind what they say You're a ray of light in these dark times It's sorta strange how the world is a stage But no one's performing anymore these days There's no roles to play We all gotta stay inside for now It's inhumane, the way things have changed Faster than any of us can explain Now everything's gray It's a hard kind of rain and it's frozen now Oh just take, take, take Turn around, give it all away Never mind what they say You're a ray of light in these dark times It's a new day, I feel more awake And everything's painted a rosier shade It's still not okay but it's gonna be So just take, take, take Turn around, give it all away Never mind what they say You're a ray of light in these dark times It's sorta strange To know that you've changed But everyone treats you mostly the same It's still not okay but One day it's gonna be
11.
Frankly 02:35
Catch me when I'm feeling festive Kissin all my ex's exes You tell me there's no exit But I always find a way And frankly I don't give a damn I lost my mind and I bought a van and No one can tell me who I am I'm a guitarist, I'm a stereotype I'm the loudest, I can't sleep at night If I'm honest, sometimes I wish I was a Different kind of mammal I often ramble My mom is good at scrabble My cousin is an asshole And I've got so many you'll never guess which one So I can say that I'd also like to add that They don't come to my shows So they'll most likely never know And when I feel like I'm alone I see your face and I feel at home Sometimes my body is not my own But that's a separate topic I'm sketched by a shaky hand Only an artist could understand An hour glass without the sand A timeless tender object I can't be bought or sold My love is worth its weight in gold It isn't cheap but for you it's free Here's a song about you or maybe three You simply could not understand All I can do with my small hands And how I can be the bigger man When I am 5'2 Life has been more than kind Swallow your pride and choke on the rinds If the lack thereof leaves you empty inside Your childhood was just like mine And I will not twist to fit your mold I'll leave your judgments in the cold And laugh from inside of my home Where I sit comfortably Because I accept that I am cringe That every lamp I own has fringe And every show I've ever binged Was thanks to an algorithm And frankly I don't give a damn I lost my mind and I bought a van It wasn't cheap but now I'm free This song is really about me

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album art by carmel liburdi
engineered by angelo walker
written & produced by carmel liburdi
track 7 drums recorded by angelo walker
track 4 drums recorded & performed by avery reidy
all other parts performed & recorded by carmel liburdi

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released June 9, 2023

vocals, guitar, bass, drums written and performed by carmel liburdi
"miley" drums performed by avery reidy

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